Feelings

So since I am your favorite person, thought of writing something for you. :). And to say thank you for being in my life. It's been a while since I last updated my blog..so here it goes... As I grow older everyday, I fall in love with you each and every day. We do get our ups and downs but hey all relationships have that. If there's no ups and downs in then it means, there's something seriously wrong with the relationship. :-/. You've been by my side all the time, even though you don't show it.. I know... :). My life starts with you and I want it to end it with you as well. You are my life, my everything. You do get on my nerves at times. :0). But I love you very much from my heart, Donald Vikash.

Poem

As long as forever,
I'll be at your side,
I'll be your friend,
Compaion, and guide.

As long as I live,
and as long as you care,
I'll do any thing for you,
I'll go any where.

I'll bring you the sunshine,
I'll comfort all your fears.
I'll gather rainbows to chase all your tears.

As long as forever my love,
I'll be true.

For as long as forever,
I'll love only you.

Loved Ones

When you're alone, you think about things that makes you cry...

For me my loved ones are the most important people in my life... without them I am nobody... There are 5 people in my life that I adore and can do anything for them. I remember when I got married how they struggled to do every little things and how perfectly everything came out....still can't forget that. When I think about these things, tears run down my cheeks. I can't never imagine how I'll ever live without these people. They did so much for me and still doing. How will I ever thank them? They were treated rudely and still they didn't say a word . I will never forgive those people who treated my loved ones so disrespectfully and how they approached them rudely. I am kind of a person that forgive fast but for this one I NEVER will. THANK YOU SO MUCH for doing EVERYTHING for me... I LOVE YOU GUYS. <3

Boiling Piont

Sometimes it feels like going away far from everyone and have a peaceful life with my husband. Everything I do or anything I say, it's not satisfying. Tried my fully best to satisfy people but I guess there's something that I am doing wrong that they are not getting satisfied. Been so long thought people will change but I guess I was wrong. Tried everything and I failed. I am still trying even though I know it's not going to work. Why do people have to go through this? This is just not fair. You get stressed and sometimes depressed. Why??? You do everything for them to like you or accept you...they never see that and they never will. 

Sitting in my room waiting for my husband to get home from his shop, all these things just popped up in my head and it started irritating me. What a life.... Good Day...